It is the job of the mind to make you feel like you are the most important, if you never see the perspective of others you can convince yourself that you made this world - that you live in an inner body made simulacrum designed by your true open mind. Where do you go when your ego is dead? There is no world for it, no world I can understand outside of my unconscious mind atleast. Every arbitrary man made measure of life meant to create a comprehensible orderly conditioned cage for work then consumption is a dull wish for pleasure after pain, repeating, repeating, receiving, repeating, until there's nothing to be done, nothing that could be fathomed because of the self enclosed brain washing, because I was a body and a soul, with a moral conscious and a vessel to detect empathy and touch and light and sound.